Nicki Minaj says there are some serious downsides to her newfound fame. She tells BlackBook magazine:She originally just wanted fame, but now she's more interested in being critically acclaimed and being great at what she does.Fame has her paranoid. Nicki says, "I no longer know who's my friend or my enemy. I'm always second guessing everyone, trying to figure out, 'Who is this person, and what do they want from me?'"Still, she insists, "I never wish I wasn't famous.