Never Doubt Yourself
|Wed, April 19, 2017 at 11:16 AM|Some of you many know I recently got an email stating I passed the written examination to the Rochester Police Department. Believe it or not, I was shock when I saw my score. I took the exam back in November, didn't prepare myself, didn't have time to eat a good breakfast, and had an headache during the exam. When I left the exam I didn't really feel no way, the exam wasn't really hard, but I didn't have the confidence I did well. I took the exam just to take it. I wanted to see if I can pass to get prepared to take other civil service exams with me having my degree in Criminal Justice.
Since the email which was March 30th 2017, I've been working out non stop to prepare myself for the second step, which is the physical. I got in contact with a friend who is a official trainer and we been going at it hard. During the workouts I notice I'm lacking confidence. I don't feel like I can complete what's required for the physical. I'm not fit and I'm always tired. I started to get mad at myself because although I believe everything happens for a reason the only reason I would fail is due to me doubting myself. From the beginning I didn't take myself serious, because if I did I would have had a trainer back in November, and by now I would be ready. Everyone around me seem to have more confidence in me then I do myself.
I shared all that to say this; no matter what never doubt yourself. Doubting yourself can cause you to miss out on many blessings. If you're surrounded by people who are pushing you and telling you to keep the faith make sure you listen. Always push yourself until you can't push anymore. Be able to give it all you got and always think positive. I'm a firm believer God wouldn't allow us to be apart of situations we can't handle. Even if you fail always be able to tell yourself I gave it all I got!